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Productivity Shame
Productivity shame is a horrible curse. It’s that feeling of never doing enough. It doesn’t matter how much you work or how much time you spend working. You can cross everything off your to-do list but still be left feeling…
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What More?
What more to life can there be, beyond branches weighed down with verdant leaves? Birds gather by the thousands in the trees, a relentless chorus demanding attention. I watch them from my windowsill, head resting against the grame, gazing longingly…
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Waves
When you’re no longer with a person that you want to be with, you’ll do anything you can to get them back. You’ll break your own boundaries, maybe do something stupid like move to another country, maybe you’ll write blog…
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The Words
I do not have the words to say I love you. There is no dictionary vast enough, no thesauras heavy enough to bear the weight. So I will cook you dinner, an ostentatious display of food, a feast of devotion.…
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Dirt & Worms
The future is a place I often run away to. Especially so during times of stress. In my future, everything is okay. Things have worked out, I’m happy and healthy, there are no problems, no economic crisis, pandemic, or war.…
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Upstairs At Night
The delicate hum of industrial glow, stemming from the source below, that drips the light that rises up, that shines the handle of my cup, empty now to my dismay, a vessel drained, here I lay. Downstairs, a realm I…
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Immeasurable Energy
I seem to go seeking things that will hurt me – a fancy way of saying I self-sabotage. Whenever I get close to something I shut it down. Like an addict, my body craves this pain. I live with a…
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Fog
Feelings are temporary. Not to negate their importance nor their power over us, but they are ultimately temporary sensations. Can I find a way to just exist with the feeling when it occurs; investigating it without diving into the deep…
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Fear & Notifications
I keep my phone on silent because I hate being disturbed. I don’t like being taken out of a moment, and the second I hear a notification I will have to check my phone. Years ago I just decided to…